Thursday, February 20, 2003, 05:17 p.m.
I just got out of my Music class. We were working on identifying instruments via the sounds they make. I can already do that, so I was just enjoying listening to the music. It made me remember how much I really love the sounds of the cello and the saxophone. I think I'm going to beg Jonathan or Corrigan for a mix cd of good jazz. Not that either of them would listen to jazz that's not good. :P~ Math now!
Kendiefox
"All shall love me and despair!"
Friday, February 14, 2003, 09:47 a.m.
Finally updated some of the dates on the sidebar. I kept the dates for manga releases that I haven't purchased yet. I'd like to know exactly what I'm missing. Whee! Peach Girl: Change of Heart looks good. Not great, but it's Peach Girl. ^_~;; I get to go to Houston this weekend. *happy* In fact, I need to leave now! :p
Kendiefox
"All you need is love." Bah humbug! >.<
Wednesday, February 12, 2003, 10:20 a.m.
grarrr..... My home computer is down again. I know not for how long this time. -__-;;; This means I'll not be online nearly as much as is normal for me. Ah well. Ja!
Kendiefox
"So... ma-ny... men!":P
Tuesday, January 28, 2003, 10:21 a.m.
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Heeeee.... I *heart* Aragorn! As if I didn't tailor my answers to get him. Well, shower and class now. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"Magrat, make the tea."
Tuesday, January 14, 2003, 03:24 p.m.
okay, so yeah. I'm back in corpus, back in school, and back to saying nothing to anyone. -__-;; I hate the first day. It just plain blows. I know nothing about the professor, I don't know anyone in the class, and I hate sitting all alone with no one to talk to. Not that this ever makes me put forth the effort and talk to new people. That would make sense, and we will have none of that here. On a brighter note, I think I'm liking the three classes I've been to. I've still got music and math. Oh, and my math lab, but that doesn't really count. I think I'm going to grab something to eat before music. I'm a mite peckish and I won't get a chance to eat until I get home as I have no money. But when I get home, there will be food there and new carpet! woo. Um, okay. Ja!
Kendiefox
*scowl and pout*
Thursday, January 2, 2003, 05:26 p.m.
Happy New Year! I spent an uneventful evening at my uncle's. It's usually tons of fun, but the really fun people weren't there. Scot (my cousin's fiance) was with his family in Seattle for a month, and John was a loser and didn't go either. :P I wrote a letter to Marianne, but I can't seem to get to the post office while it's open so it's still unsent. ;_; I'm over at Kayla's, but not for long. She keeps saying we aren't staying long, but we have yet to leave, obviously. Ah well. I think I want to get myself a little snack. ja!
Kendiefox
"*sings 'Cat's On Mars'*"
Tuesday, December 31, 2002, 12:49 p.m.
Sorry. Things got busy around here, and I haven't had a chance to post. Obviously. :P~ So, I made a haul at Christmas. Got clothes, cds, my perfume, and other cool things. I got the jacket that I wanted from my dad, and target gift certificates from my oldest brother. I really need shirts and underthings now, and that's where I usually go anyway. I'm finally good on jeans! I just need black pants now and I should be good in that department for a while. I get to hang out with the family that I like tonight!! It's my uncle's birthday, so we usually spend the evening there. It's great fun, good food, and cool people. ^.^ Everything a good party should be, ne? Last night, Kayla and I were supposed to join a crowd of people at Josh's to watch the Red Curtain triology (as Josh calls it) of Strictly Ballroom, Romeo + Juliet (Claire Danes), and Moulin Rouge. But the weather was supposed to be awful, so we rented Strictly Ballroom and Sliding Doors and had a wonderful evening anyway. I love Strictly Ballroom now. It's so good! And Sliding Doors was good too, but Kay and I had seen that before. Kristen's party was Saturday and it was a total blast. I got to see people that I've been missing and have great food. We played Cranium, but I'm still bitter about our loss, so I won't go very far into that. DDR was cool of course, and I guess that about sums it up for me. Hope everyone's holidays were as fun as mine! Ja!
Kendiefox!
"Nobody expects the Spanish Inquisition!"
Tuesday, December 17, 2002, 03:42 p.m.
Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Lots of stuff has come up that I've had to deal with. Namely school. But it's winter break now, so I've got tons of free time. I fully expect to be reading and writing more new things. ^_^ Whee! My creativity and will to write hit an all-time low the last two weeks. ;_; But I'm getting better now in that department. So, um.... Guess I don't have all that much else to say. Probably why I haven't been posting, ne?
Kendiefox
"You will taste man-flesh!"
Friday, November 15, 2002, 02:11 p.m.
wee! new email address. the k_shay_evans at hotmail dot com is still my primary, but I intend to use the kshay_evans at yahoo dot com for various other things. meh.
Kendiefox
*insert witty quote here*
Friday, November 15, 2002, 02:03 p.m.
So, I played much DDR today. Played, and passed, songs on Trick. (well, standard, but it's still the second level of difficulty) I know, I have no skills compared to others, but this is really good for me. *dance* I go now. Much bookness and homework *puke*. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"In the end, there can be only one."
Tuesday, November 12, 2002, 04:26 p.m.
This feels like a no class day. A day when I really, really don't want to go to any class but history. I should call Kay and let her kick my ass into going. I might. But I'd really rather not go to lab. Not today. I'll work on the labs I've missed either Wednesday after Theatre or Thursday before History. -__-;; I feel miserable, but I don't have any reason to. I'm not sick. I'm not on yet. I'm just blah. I want people that love me here with me. But they're off doing the college thing. Maybe they'll just forget about me. That might be for the best. I'm such a bad friend. I'm mean to them when they don't deserve it, hells, even when they do. I'm just a total, selfish brat. I have an hour until Math. I might go to that one then just skip out on lab. I'm behind and I need to catch up. The easiest way to catch up would be to skip class, and work my ass off tomorrow and Thursday to get everything done and caught up. I want to go lie down for a while, but I can't. I want to be held by someone, but who could love me? I'm plain, I'm too skinny, I'm not a good person. There's nothing to love about me. My friends used to read this, now they don't. Even if they did, they wouldn't respond to this. They'd just say "oh that's just ken. she'll be fine in a day or two." Which just proves to me even more that I'm right in thinking I'm bipolar. I don't have to care anymore. I have a note. I want someone to love me. Not as a friend, the way Jonathan does. Nor as a sister, the way Kay does. I want someone to look at me and think that I'm worth loving. That I am beautiful and worthy of their love. Because I don't have anyone who thinks like that right now. It seems like all of my friends have found the person they want to be with and I'm left adrift. As usual. Because no one wants to love a bitch like me.
Kendiefox
Monday, November 11, 2002, 12:25 p.m.
Okay, so the guy sitting at the computer next to me smells really bad. -__-;; He kidna smells like a con fanboy around day two of a four day con. x_X; I think I'm going to have to leave the computer lab soon. Anyway. I had an okay weekend. I was a total brat to my friends, and I'm sorry about it. I don't know why I did and said all that. We went to the Galleria, played DDR, I got a poster. Hilary and Kristen both got wallsrolls. ^_^ They're really cute wallscrolls, too. Friday, Kay and I hung out. I bought Peach Girl 7 while I was in Houston and I bought Daughter of the Blood. I can not find it here. I think it just doesn't exist in Corpus. The other two do. The other series she wrote is here, but not the first book in the Dark Jewels Trilogy. Read it! *_* sooooo good. Okay, Theatre now. ja!
Kendiefox
(can't think of a quote due to the smell and the bad music coming from the lab near me. -__-;;; i hate people.)
Tuesday, November 5, 2002, 10:08 a.m.
This blows. I got kicked out of my room last night so that everything could be shoved to the center of the room. Everything was hauled out of the closet as well. AND I had to sleep at Jeanie's mom's apartment. All of this torment just so the walls could be painted today. Again, this blows. I couldn't sleep last night due to the incessant ticking of about half a dozen clocks. It's a one bedroom apartment! How could you possibly need that many clocks?! And of course, half of them announce the hour and half hour with bells. -__-;; Yet another reason I couldn't sleep. And it smelled funny! ;_; Prolly not a real reason, but it mattered to me. I at least got to hang out in my apartment once I got up. I showered and such at home and then watched a little ER before the painter guy showed up. I always feel like I'm in the way when people are working in the house, so I just left. I don't have class until 2. This really blows. I'm sure I can amuse myself, but I really wanted to watch ER this morning. Ah well, I'll get over it. In fact, I think I'm going to go to the library and read my cool manga I got yesterday. Oooh!
Kristen mailed me a halloween card (very cute, by the way) and she put money inside for me to get some manga for her. Well, I went over to my favorite Waldenbooks yesterday to pick it up for her. Found her's easy, no problem. But I check the series' that I read, just in case. And I found Angelic Layer #3! It was hidden with the Chobits stuff, too! Like someone was trying to hide it so they could get it later. Well, I got it. With my money. (Just to clarify that I did not use Kristen's money for my manga.) ^_^ This shouldn't even be out until the middle of this month. But I have it, so I'm not complaining! ^_^ *squee* Okay, I go now. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"uhhhh... burrito?"
Tuesday, October 29, 2002, 04:24 p.m.
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Kendiefox
"indeed."
Tuesday, October 29, 2002, 04:05 p.m.
Hooray for archiving again. Mostly due to the post from class, but whatever. I'm rather phiosophical today. Dunno why, I just am. I would write about it in my paper journal, but my hand still hurts from six pages of History notes on the beginning of the Cold War. ugh, I do so hate the Cold War. Rather boring and mostly annoying. -__-;; I can't say as I care much about it, and I love history. I think I want to see if there are any ancient culture-type classes I might take. hrmm... I hope there are. I really want to take something like that. Ancient civilizations and ancient cultures are so much fun to learn about. I really can't get all that excited over US history. The country's too young. Just over 200. Seems old, but not when compared to many others. Like the Egyptian dynasties? Thousands of years. Rome? About a thousand years before it fell, causing the Dark Ages. Which themselves lasted longer than the US has been around. There are so many things that have a much more interesting history than the US. I can't stand being forced to take MORE US history when we've all been taught it since we started school at age five! I know more than enough about my boring country, thank you very much. I know when all the "radical" reform laws were passed like the Pure Food and Drug Act, the Pure Water Act, etc. ad nauseum. x_x; Really, I have to find something to get really interested in. I know I want to teach. I know that I would prefer to teach at the college level, and NOT english. If I teach english, I'll have to take MORE. I'm done with that. I'll finish up my requireds for a history major and be done with english. Why couldn't I have been born in a country where the language is more simple? Like French, German, Italian, anything but English! Grarr.... I think I'm actually pissy at something else, but I don't know what it is, so I'll keep ranting for a while longer. Maybe I could go to the library and try to write a Noodle Boy rant. ^_^ That could be really fun. Especially if I could talk someone into shouting it out in the UC. Hmmmm.... Ah well, I go now.
Kendie-fox
"And in your busy, dizzy life you will become everything you said you would."